“Why is this happening? It is hard and this is not fun! I just am enduring one day to another and dread everything that is coming.” I don’t know if you’ve ever said anything like this or felt any of these feelings before. It’s not far from the reality for many, enduring the day and dreading whatever is next. That is a draining way to live. It is not what God intended. God wants us to live with hope and anticipation, not that everything will be understood, be simple and delightful but that through all the stuff of earth he is developing your character and deepening your faith. Consider possibly looking at your life through God Working lenses.