When you walk through the valley of shadows and darkness, it is easy to forget that God is good. It's not that you completely forget God is there but rather the intensity of the moment has the ability to surge our mental-emotional capacity and provide a disconnect. The overwhelming nature of those situations often turns you toward the event and ask why rather than toward God and ask for help. As you continue to gather evidence of God's Goodness, I pray you will develop a shorter distance in asking for His help.