I realize that you have experienced some heartache and even some tragedy, but have you considered that you are able to reflect upon those happenings? I understand how those situations leave wounds, scares, anger, and hurt but have you ever reflected on realizing it could have been worse? A light that shined in your darkness could be explained by various generic causes but fall short to consider the weight of the situation. Those simple explanations attempt to move reality down your emotional road. At some time, you’ll take the “why” of a moment and begin to wrestle with the possibility that it didn’t become exponentially grave because God ‘bumped’ the natural outcome. A Divine Intervention of sorts, things that can make you go, “Hmmmmm” to your history.